Its time to realli move on with my life

Decided to do this post after some thought, Its been about 3 months since i attained my bachelorhood. Decide to do a mini recap of the events, activities that i have done since my last brokeup. I was quite unlucky in the sense that the i got a 3x combo of the worst thing that can possibly happen. Down with dengue, got ditched, stock market crashed. Well, i guess everyone got their down days. Just that for me my down days realli pull me down to the rock bottom. In any case, Still need to thank God for not throwing a big stone at me when i was at rock bottom. Have to thank my family and friends to support me when im done and out.

When i first broke up, I felt lost. The feeling is like walking in a forest with a torch light. Suddenly the torch light is out of batt. Everything is pitch dark. Even though we would have broke up in march..When she first initiated the breakup, Its the first time i realli lost control of my emotion? somehow it drag until july... Tot after so long wont feel the pain...well i guess im still human afterall.

Well, in any case, have to look on the bright side of thing. Dengue make it easier for me to slim down.Got ditch is because my miss right is still out there waiting for me? stock market? hmm.. cannot look on bright side leh...how how?

So for the past 3 months...hmm..what have i done? i think i have become a magnet for activities since i have become single. At first thought i will have more free time, end up i think i become more busy. Well, i meet my friends more often, realli sorry for neglecting them in the past.

Got one time i went dempsey 3 times in two weeks? The first time is pass by den decide to go in and see see look look. Second and third time is go there and chill out with my friends. Quite like the ambience there.

Got one time is i went St james twice in one week? The first time is went with my ntu friends to go enjoy.Also the first time i realli just like enjoy myself at club and just dance abit? haha The second time is went with my sister and my mother's friends whom they know on the trip to south africa.

Also, I have improved on my swimming and badminton skills..haha.. Been swimming n playing badminton... 3 months ago, i can only swim 1 lap, but now i can swim 20 laps and still improving hehe.

Decided to join NTU motoring club also...since its like where my interest lies. Last time didnt join cause wanted more free time for her and my studies. Since now got more free time decided to do what im interested in.

Also, I have created this blog to like just express my feelings... and sort of keep track of what i have done.

A lot of thought came through my mind as i am writing this post..abit like i am writing essay..so readers pls bear with me alrite? Maybe i am not a suitable bf for her ba. What she wanted at time, i cant realli give to her. In any case, i shall learn a tips or two from her current bf on how to woo a girl. Well, i guess its only when one been through up and down, den they will learn ba.

In any case, i have learn quite abit from this past relationship. Well, I have decided to close the chapter on it and move on. Feel that now is the time for me to really seal up the remaining cracks left. Its time for me to adjust some of my activities and concentrate on my exams and hopefully my miss right will appear ba. Realli appreciate my family and friends support.