A little stress

Been feeling quite sianz recently...

Didnt know i going for be single for close to one yr. Will there be a being single for 1 yr celebration? haha

Being single is good mah..want to go where...do what also can...

but someone has been searching high and up behind my back trying to get me hitched... how? how? how? lucky extreme measures have not been used yet.....but think its just a matter of time...haiz...

think i need to think of reasons to siam the qn sometimes....

its quite amusing sometimes though

but deep down inside me, somehow just feel... i also duno what to say.... just prefer to let nature takes its course?

So fast it going to be almost one yr... its just feel like yesterday....

when can i realli enjoy my hols?????

Think i will just stick with this layout for now.

As i sat on my chair, infront of my laptop tryin to figure out how to do my presentation slides. Somehow i just dun have the mood to go n finish it off..Being procastinating. Is it becoz of the exams which i have finished not too long ago, had taken a toll on me? After years of studying, somehow just want to take a long break.

Tomorrow be will the day when i can just enjoy myself without any guilt of "I must do my presentation slides"


jiayou jiayou!!

my weekend.....

Saturday

what have i done on sat? hmm.... well, spent 3 quarter of my day studying. Suddenly become studious lol ( one more week to exam tats y ) Something happen along the way...affected my mood but oh well..just let it be...

Den went out for dinner + enjoy abit lol

Nearly give angbao to TP.

Sunday

was sleeping....think its morning.. den heard my mum talking to me...me still in sleeping mood...heard my mum asking y am i coughing badly...den asked me to drink warm water den after that i went back to sleep. When i woke up, i was like Did i talk to my mum? den what did i reply my mum... REsult of being too tired

Revision was dead slow today..been trying to revise..but the progress was abit slow....

Den went out for a while to buy some stuffs.... While driving leisurely... i was smoked by 3 GT-Rs (2 GT-R34 and one is the latest GT-R)

Its just feel sad.....

Time flies. My last exams in NTU(hopefully) is coming soon and going to enter my next phrase of life.

Been having mixed feelings recently. Maybe feeling too stress up with the upcoming exams.

Someone has been trying to ask me out recently. But somehow its like maybe can say i cant pass my own "gate" yet ba. Certain things if lost, its not easy to gian back. Its not like learning bicycle where u fall down, den you get up and continue. Sometimes when u fall, its not really that easy to stand up and you might just want to try other stuffs. Somehow i was hit hard ba.

I do pity with the someone. Sometimes, i think its only when people go through the rough path den they will realise to value things ba. Im also guilty of that ba. I duno how shld i feel... its like somehow shld i feel happy? because i know im not totally in the wrong the other time and that im glad i have chosen to stick to my decision - let it go and handle the pain myself. Shld i feel sad? coz you got to take the rough path and i just let u take?

What i find abit amusing is few months ago, you were praising someone and really hurting me, crushing my confidence. But now, you told me im quite nice. That time i just feel that i have wasted 6 yrs of my time. To think that i am not comparable to someone you know only for few months. Right now.... hmm.... i leave it blank ba

I know i may sound cruel in this post, but oh well decided to let it be
Im just glad i made the right decision to let go......and didnt realli bother with some of ur comments u made the other time.
Sometimes its better to take other pple advice and listen.

Thanks for making me more mature in my thinking.

Bad day

Well, it was suppose to be a good day. Went to play soccer this morning in school. Not a very good workout today though... hurt my head(knock against the ground), hurt my hand and had bruises on leg...quite sad + have been sick.been coughing

Been getting injuries due to soccer. Hmm.. Maybe i should realli consider quit playing soccer? Duno yet..but well think i wil stop playing for quite a while first ba...

Think recently i quite suay also... duno why

Oh well...jus feel sianz....

its a different good friday this yr

Happy Good friday to all!!

today i have tested my limit in term of alcohol wise...think i wont go to that level again

perform merlion on my toilet bowl lol

good night to all

haiz...

was in sch with mr sc today...quite bo liao..so we took this pic in the lift..
got any look alike part? heehee

den i went to find my fyp prof also quite funny... when i went in..he gave me a "who are u, do i know u" look lol...coz i was wearing a cap, a jacket, 3 quarter pant.. when i take down my cap den he was like oh... haha his comments was u look sporty today...i was abit stunned..coz usually u wont expect ur prof to comment on ur dressing mah ..maybe usually i dun wear like tat to see him ba..



was on my way to meet my army friends to watch "10,000BC" in the evening..was caught in the peak hour jam...den bo liao take picture while waiting inside my car..the show ok ok only loh

Its been raining recently...is that why i have been feeling moody? i duno...been very stress recently..due to study...

yesterday night also feel abit stress... my mum suddenly ask me: "did i go out with any girl recently?" for a moment i was abit stunned coz im rushing my fyp report...i know she just concern abt me, but den certain things also have to depend on other factors mah...maybe she not used to seeing me being single? i also duno...but it does increase my stress level haiz...what to do...

Feeling the heat

This week is a hectic week

Last night ..do my fyp report until i doze off...den wake up ..den continue to do ...den doze off den continue ...

this morning got waken by my alarm...den i was thinking what day is it today?wednesday? thursday? y did i set my alarm clock...den remember its tuesday got to reach school at 830am...

shag shag

Stresssssss.................

Today got people said i look slimmer lol

Went to cut my hair today out of the blue. Not realli say out of the blue, but well been thinking when to go cut my hair. Was quite bored today so went to cut my hair. While waiting for the hairdresser, i was looking at the mirror. I notice my eyes look tired and i just look restless... effect of the poison call "assignments"...

12 more days to fyp dateline
20 more days to DistributedSystem dateline
ArtificialIntelligent lab - duno when haha
German quiz + assignments next week
simulation - im lost in space
around 1 month to Exams

There is a saying " 船到桥头自然直 " but but i dun see the 桥头.... how?

CNY dinner with my grp of friends

i know CNY is over le but well, we were all busy so we gather for our cny dinner after cny. hehe

Happening Day

Yesterday was quite happening

Went to play badminton with sc, jh, jh's gf and his friend. I think its too long i never play, the feelings quite weird like not used to it lol. Think i nv fail to get my head hit by the shuttle cock whenever i play badminton arghh. I took a direct hit this time round. Jh "whack" the shuttle cock, i tried to duck it den end up the shuttle cock hit my head ouch!

After that went timbre (www.timbre.com.sg) with sc n kc. Its my first time there, heard a few good reviews from my friends, so decided to go n see. I quite like the place. Just sit there n relax and listen to live band.



I saw a mirror image of my car haha.

After that, we went down to st james. Quite weird on a friday night, it was not a lot of people. Den we were wondering if we miss out any news with regards to the JI leader haha. Before that drove pass orchard, the crowds were not there too. So did we miss out on some more happening places? But well dun realli like the music at powerhouse, boiler room was still ok, the band was good.

Den after that, went joo chiat eat the fei fei wanton noodle. Its nice.

Call it a day after that.

Mixed

Should I feel happy or should i feel sad?

I realli duno, Im at a crossroad of mixed feelings.

Sometimes One has to go through the hard way only to realise that the road taken is wrong. But there is no point regretting the decision made but to learn from it so that you will know and protect yourself in future.

Sometime if certain things are lost, its irreplaceable

Reason for being angry n dulan is becoz...

Someone made use of me to gain something. Imagine someone attacking your weakest point at your most down period. ITs totally WTF la.
Imagine someone reading your stuffs to see if you are writing about someone else and try to find out more about that someone else. If he is so inconfident den he goes bang his own balls la. Duno if he still got anot, coz he dropped it just to find out info.

Sibei Angry + Dulan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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just an update

Been feeling the heat recently which is a result of procastinating too much...

It been 1 week plus since i went out and enjoy. Its considered long coz i used to like go out at least once a week. The only time when i go out and relax is went to see the launch of Evo X but also didnt stay very long, just a short while only... Its also been a long time since i went out on a sat noon.... only went out in the late noon or evening on a sat...

what have i been busy with? hmm... i also not sure...someone reminded me that i appear very slack as compared to other yr 4 hehe.. think i have to concentrate more on my study since its my final year le...got to work harder...

With the term break coming soon, it just mean more n more dateline to meet...

Sometimes i wish time will just slow down so that i can take a step back and have a breather... But time wont stop for me...so i guess i got to clear my assignments in a shorter time...

I got a list of things which i wanted to do...i want to watch cj7, deathnote(L change the world), ktv, enjoy my sleep(not been sleeping well recently).

I got an endless list of things which i have to do....fyp fyp fyp fyp assignments assignments assignments.....

suddenly tot a stupid idea.... feel like testing my alcohol limit...drink until im drunk for just one time... what would i do if im drunk(stupid tot at this time).... so far i still control myself when drinking and haven been drunk b4....

Few more months i will be graduating le..entering into another phrase of my life. Quite excited about it... new kind of challenges will be waiting for me...

CNY period

I shall do a summary of my cny

Tues (05/02/08)
Did something i wont normally do on a normal day. Went to KTV at night. Sing until 3am...den went West coast mac for to sit down and talk. Somehow had a little heated conversation with a friend.. I shall leave out the detail. Think we chatted until 4++ den decided to go eat mac breakfast. After that one of my friends suggested going back to our JC to visit our teachers.... den after that we stay over at my place first until 8++ coz still early. We just tok and watch tv.. after tat went to my jc den send my car for wash with another friend.. think by the time im home its ard 12++. For the first time i am functioning for like 29 hrs?

Wed (06/02/08)
Continue from Tues...
Its CNY eve... went over to my uncle's house for reunion dinner.

Thurs(07/02/08)
Went to catch kungfu dunk with my sis n her bf. Abit the light bulb haha Coz my parents went overseas and my bro went his gf side. So my sis asked me join them den since i nothin to do den just go loh. Feel abit weird though...after tat think maybe i shld just stay home?

Fri(08/02/08)
Nothin much exciting today..stayed home for almost the whole day. Meet my sis, her bf, my cousin , my bro n his gf for dinner today. After that went my bro's gf cousin hse to gamble. Abit the far stretch right? haha but ok la. Den Went to catch movie with my friends.

Sat (09/02/08)
At night went out to eat with family and relatives..
After that went to watch to sentosa to see the flowers (花展)
Den went to watch Ah long pte ltd. Feeling abit like last yr jack neo's cny movie but forgot the title le.

Sunday (10/02/08)
Went to one of my army friends hse bai nian in the morning Den noon rush to my friend derek's hse bai nian..after that my friends including derek came over to my hse and bai nian. Basically i was uncontactable after 6++ coz my phone went dead... i wish i can switch off just like my phone sometimes....

Went to suntec for dinner...den i went carrefour walk walk..while walking pass the toy section.. i remember how as a child i was realli excited during cny coz i can use my ang bao $$ to go buy toys hehe.


thurs - sat I watch the movies at vivo...jus that different cinema number only haha. 3 movies in 3 days i watch it at vivo..


"Tiredness is what i feel
Assignment is what i need to do
Sleep is too far for me to reach"

Finally done my spring cleaning

Finally after much delay + procastinating, I have cleaned up my room.

In the process of cleaning, i cleared away alot of plastic bags full of papers + some stuffs.I call a section of my bookcase my museum coz i keep stuffs with memory inside. Well, I removed a few stuffs from it today.

Went Chinatown yesterday, went to experience the CNY qi fen. Yesterday realli like just eat n eat n eat. Had porridge for dinner at 8 at maxwell. Me having porridge and finishing it is abit weird though coz usually i dun eat porridge other than frog leg porridge. The only time i eat is when im sick or when i will only eat a mouthful if my mum got cook. After that had black pepper sausage, den had kueh. My friends n i explore all the streets den i think after tat had black sesame paste + yuan yang while we take a rest.

Time flies, few more days to CNY le. Somehow felt something is lacking this year. or is it just me?

Its going to be CNY soon

Times reali flies...

So fast its going to be CNY soon. Somehow not realli into the cny mood yet.
Its like " oh cny coming le, hmm..ok lo"

Drove pass chinatown yesterday night (thursday night), see people buying cny goodies while waiting for traffic light to change. Its quite crowded, maybe one of these days should go chinatown although not much days left before cny.

Im back to my slimming down prog

Finally i have restart my slimming down program after 5 days.

Survived my first exercise in one piece since i injured my leg 5 days ago.

Went for careerfair in my sch yesterday. Collected brochures and stuffs Im only interested in like 2-3 companies.

Went for "food" fair today. Collected numbers from the restaraunts. Recce for CNY dinner for my grp of friends. The place to go is "secret" haha

another weekly update

21/01/08 (monday)
Started with my running in the morning. Evening time went to learn to play golf. Took up lessons organised by ntu golf club. Its quite fun.

23/01/08(Wednesday)
Continue with my slimming down program...running

24/01/08(Thursday)
Went swimming. Somehow Mr sicong quite suay one haha Quoted from him. He said he go swim most of the time the weather will turn bad even though before he decided to go was very sunny. ITs quite true to a certain extent. Morning was very sunny, when abt the time to meet him go swim, sky become abit dark. Swam for about 30 mins den start to rain le. We tried swimming in the rain. But give up in the end due to safety reasons.

25/01/08(Friday)
Running in the morning. At night went minds cafe at bugis. The activity to minds cafe was actually quite last min. THink the idea pop out about 1pm with mr jiehe. Den start to ask around haha.

26/01/08(Sat)
Went to play soccer in the morning at nus. It was quite fun and abit painful haha. Den somehow its like there is a network of friends there like link from this person to another person. Played with a group of people we duno..den a while saw an army friend of mine who is friend with that group of people. Not the first time though.
Think maybe played too long le... run over the ball den suffer from leg cramp on my left leg,but still manage to play one last game b4 heading home...was running n limping haha. If only i can transfer my passion for soccer to study haiz... After tat, become a painful experience... had trouble climbing stairs and got the want to cramp again feelings. After that the pain starts to go away slowly but its like on and off thing. So for a moment walking properly, but another moment abit limping.
Decided not to drive today and be a passenger coz clutch in clutch out later cramp again den jialet. Finally i have satisfy my craving for ktv haha. Went to sing ktv today.


Maybe exercise too dense le...legs complaining hehe