Its time..... for new year resolution

Another new year is coming. Hopefully next year will be better.

2007 is the year i wish to forget. Been through a really dark period. Well, i guess sometime old stuffs have to make way for new stuffs. But well, the world wont stop evolving for you, thus its time to move on.

Guess I was hit badly ba. Sometimes its like i doing things just to make myself feel better. Its like i just trying to run away from the hurt which resides inside me. Sometimes it will surface, sometimes it wont 以为不听不看也就没感觉 一转身才发现空气里面
依旧飘散着记忆的气味. But somehow i guess people around me can sense the crack whereby i just trying to deceive myself rather than trying to mend it. I guess i should face the reality rather than do something to run away from it.

我以为我能习惯 一个人安全感
我一路上跌跌撞撞 却找不回拥抱的形状


Lets see what had happened to me in 2007...(like a mini recap)
hmmm...

1) Well, Its the first time i realli cry for a girl? i know it sounds hmm.. but well sometimes guys also a soft part hidden inside them.

2) Its also the first time i visit a hospital often(think abt 2 times in 3 days?) and spent one night in hospital. Its also the first time i tried hospital food, i actually find it nice haha think that time my brain got fused by fever plus long few days didnt eat.

3) Experience taking bus to school for the first time? i know this part sounds like im a spoiled kid, but to people who know me, will not feel that way.

4) I have experienced taking a budget airline(jetstar) haha.

5) hmm..most recently, first time drive a car in other country.

6) Its also the first time i drink alot.

7) I also sing ktv

8) I totally lost my confidence

Every setback is like an experience gained for me and also make me feel the need to treasure what i have. Sometimes, life can be smooth and sometimes life is rough.

Recently I have some new perception with regards to relationship.
Sometimes, a relationship can become stale if being together for too long without taking it to a step higher. So its like i cant realli blame her for choosing the other guy. In a way, its better. Rather than we keep hurting each other by maintaining a relationship which might not work out. At least i know you are happier now. Also, i have learned one thing which is to treasure what i have and not take things for granted. So i will work harder on my next relationship.

我想我适应了一切 这一切没你的时间

Guess its time to start planning my new year resolution. Next year will be different due to many new stuffs i will be experiencing. It also the first time i am seriously making my new year resolution hehe.

2008 is the year to experience alot of new stuffs for me ba.

1) I will be graduating next year
2) I will be joining the workforce
3) Maybe a new relationship
4) New car
5) New friends?
6) cut down my drinking session haha

and some other stuffs which i dont know yet

My New year resolution
1) Concentrate on my FYP and final semester
2) Plan my Career Path
3) Find my happiness
4) Work hard in term of Career and relationship

I am really thankful to GOD for giving me a blessed life and let me be surrounded by warm family and a bunch of great friends(secondary + jc friends, ntu friends, army friends) Whom help me get through the darkest period of my life. Im realli thankful to them. May all their new year resolution come true.

Thanks to a friend whom i know recently (on 23 OCT) for letting me find back my confidence. :)

Sometimes you may lose something, but you gain on the others. In this case, i have may have lost a relationship, but well i have gain on knowing a bunch of great friends.

我在这里计算终点的距离 下一站有没有更期待的结局?

What are my new year wishes?

1)My family's and friends' wishes come true
2)My family and friends all have a healthy life
3)a wish which is 不能說的秘密