Silly thought

Having a spinnning head now. Today really felt like just letting myself loose..duno y

A thought came to my mind suddenly...

What am i doing with my life now?
do i want to continue with it this way? or shld i change?

What have i been searching for?
I know im yearning for something...but is it realli what i wanted? or am i ready for it? I have been asking myself this question. I know I should not feel so lost. Somehow i know only i have the answer to it.

In the past, I would set a limit for myself.... but right now its like i trying to challenge my own limit and see whats the max i can reach. In a way, its like rediscovering myself and re-setting a limit.

An example would be... Drinking
Last time, i would set only 1 glass...but a silly thought came to my mind: what would i do if im drunk? I really duno...shld i go to that extent? REalli just feel like letting myself go sometimes. But feel that i should still refrain myself,
The thing i know is beer is realli not for me. Im ok with drinking wine though.
Drink wine at most blush only(within my limit), drink beer is realli feel like sleeping.


A silly thought....
In a winding road, I see a straight line. I want to take the straight line. The question to ask myself is " Is it safe to do so?" Guess sometimes decision had to be made in split decision,if slow in thinking, will miss the straight line and end up following the winding road. Sometimes, its like u see le, but others pple prevent u from taking the straight road? eh...is it chim?


What would you do if u miss the straight line?
A) Reverse back in a straight line
B) Stop by the roadside and curse n swear abt the missed opportunity
C) Continue to drive on and find the next straight line
D) Curse the person who come up with this question

can post the answer in my shoutout box. Thanks

I will post the answer for it in 3 days time.

Guess after all the thinking, the most important thing i should do is just be myself ba.