Its just feel sad.....

Time flies. My last exams in NTU(hopefully) is coming soon and going to enter my next phrase of life.

Been having mixed feelings recently. Maybe feeling too stress up with the upcoming exams.

Someone has been trying to ask me out recently. But somehow its like maybe can say i cant pass my own "gate" yet ba. Certain things if lost, its not easy to gian back. Its not like learning bicycle where u fall down, den you get up and continue. Sometimes when u fall, its not really that easy to stand up and you might just want to try other stuffs. Somehow i was hit hard ba.

I do pity with the someone. Sometimes, i think its only when people go through the rough path den they will realise to value things ba. Im also guilty of that ba. I duno how shld i feel... its like somehow shld i feel happy? because i know im not totally in the wrong the other time and that im glad i have chosen to stick to my decision - let it go and handle the pain myself. Shld i feel sad? coz you got to take the rough path and i just let u take?

What i find abit amusing is few months ago, you were praising someone and really hurting me, crushing my confidence. But now, you told me im quite nice. That time i just feel that i have wasted 6 yrs of my time. To think that i am not comparable to someone you know only for few months. Right now.... hmm.... i leave it blank ba

I know i may sound cruel in this post, but oh well decided to let it be
Im just glad i made the right decision to let go......and didnt realli bother with some of ur comments u made the other time.
Sometimes its better to take other pple advice and listen.

Thanks for making me more mature in my thinking.