Do you believe in fate?

I used to think that Fate lies in your hand. Somehow me have been proven very wrong in this one year.

I know sometimes things happen for a reason, but this time its realli like just too concidental. Imagine facing the same situation for the second time even though the first one is still fresh in your memory? Duno if i have to go through some type of training or obstacles first before finding my objective. ehhh~~

I know the first one i didnt handle it well, coz not in the right state of thinking. And months later, im faced with the same situation... shld i handle it very differently from my first? or should i just dun think too much and just do it? shld i just let nature take its course? ermm..maybe me thinking too much haha

Recently, too much things have been spinning through my head. Everything got to be on the fast lane. Just like the vietnam trip? i was informed the day earlier haha.

But i guess .....n i guess .....